in florida after 1st wk of tests

finally made it to the library. it's really good to talk to the outside world. HELP!!!!! to say i'm a little cranky would be an understatement. i'm a prisoner in an empty house that has such an echo that when i yell, i hear back, "you're a loser", now that's bad. so far we bought a spring and mattress and leather chairs for a dining room table we don't have. of course we did go into goodwill where i wrestled a homeless woman for a three dollar tea pot.(i won) and didn't feel the least bit bad about it.

we finally got to the everglades to visit my alligators, no one told us they don't show up on mondays in july, it sucked. of course we stopped at our favorite quaint indian restaurant to get their wonderful chili and fry bread. the atmosphere has changed a little, instead of looking at the beautiful swamp out the glass wall there are now two huge flat screens to watch. we chose to sit outside in the 99 degrees with the bugs. it was a delight. the whole world is going to pot. in fact i wish i had some. (that is if i used )

aside from yelling at sandy about the air conditioning my only activity is saving the lizards from the pool and reading stephen kings 1000 pages plus new book. god i miss bravo and hgtv. when sandy was outside doing whatever he does out there he met another neighbor. she was taking her three children, three dogs and two horses for a walk. he said she was very nice but didn't talk very much because she didn't have her teeth in. another neighbor stopped over on sunday and offered to go shopping with me. that didn't happen, i have enough friends, don't need any more.

don't know when i can reach out again but need this more than you do. talking to you all (even though you can't talk back makes me feel better) i can see more intelligence on your faces right now more than the people i've been trying not to talk to.

will be back at the clinic monday at 7:30 am for more good news.

i really need to get home, i'm getting dumber by the moment.

miss and love you all.