as i was wandering through the hospital hallways i realized i kept passing the same people. they all had a dazed look in their eyes. as i myself know they are pretty overwhelmed by this perfectly well oiled hospital machine. then it dawned on me that they were all tightly graspsing their agendas for the day and the vacant look was as much being on overload as it was being lost in this monster place. i was feeling pretty confident as i got off the elevator until oneof the receptionists asked me if she could help me as i had passed her desk four times within ten minutes.
got my first bit of news today, suffering from copd, not happy.
needed to self medicate so went shopping in the nearest target. bought some clothes and was feeling a little better. i was approaching the ten or less items fast checkout when a cute little southern belle pushed in front of me. she sweetly smiled and said in her high pitched twang that she was sure i would understand her going in front of me as she was in a hurry and wanted to beat the rain. she had just gotten her hair done and didn;t think she could stand ruining it. (oh yea) i took a minute and told her i'm sure if i were from the south and was moved at all by her coyness i would have no problem letting her push in front of me and say, bless your heart, but since i'm from new jersey, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,!!!!!!!!
any way tomorrow is more testing and then we will be going down to our empty house in naples. will be down there until testing resumes.
not sure when the next blog will be because i'll have to go to the library to get hooked up. check back when you can.
love you all.
Love you mom :)
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